I find her everywhere

She yearned to meet him again. She knew, there was no hope left whatsoever of inspiring love for her in him. It was made obvious by his silence to her proposal. Her pride was badly bruised by his refusal. She loved him, no doubt, but she never realised that it was her pride which dominated her thoughts about him rather than her love towards him. She had unconsciously decided to seek validation for her existence through his acceptance.